Monday, March 12, 2012

Textbook Pregnancy Symptoms? WHO ME?

So each week I read the cute little things all the websites say about Muffin and what fruit/vegetable she's the size of and what Mom might be experiencing. AND each week when I read the pregnancy "side effects" they are all things I've been experiencing for the previous few days. So I seem to be right on par. Which is completely weird. Getting pregnant wasn't textbook, the first half of my pregnancy wasn't at all textbook, my previous septum removal surgery is preventing a textbook labor/delivery....but the symptoms, oh yes they are right on time each week.

My first example is swelling:


I mentioned in my last post that my rings weren't going back on. Welp, it seems to have spread. When I get up in the morning I'm all stiff and it feels like I've been dancing the whole night before. By the end of the day my ankles look like the above. So I come home elevate for 30 min, they return to normal, I make dinner, then I'm pretty much done for the day. Save for a few trips to the restroom because she sits right on my bladder. I know this is all par for the course, but I'm still going to mention it to my OB at Thursday's appointment.

Since we are having a c-section at 39 weeks I can officially say we are down to the SINGLE DIGITS of weeks left until Muffin is born! I AM THRILLED!!!!!!!!!!!!



Here we are Saturday at 30 weeks exactly.

I think she is head down as most of her big movements are now at or above my belly button. Plus when she has the hiccups they are almost always just below my belly button. I am feeling her almost all the time. She is more active at night, but she rolls and kicks all day. I've been having Braxton Hicks for awhile, however, they are a little more uncomfortable then before and I have them in clusters during the day. They feel a little more like menstrual cramps and my belly gets super tight. They aren't terrible, except I seem to get them more in the car while I'm driving than anytime else, which stinks a little since I can't adjust my position while driving. Another things I think I'll mention to Dr. M on Thursday.

There are only 2 weeks until our baby shower. Can you believe it? We're having a shower for a BABY, that is OURS, to KEEP! Even with feeling her move all the time now, these last several months have been so surreal. Its hard to picture that we're finally almost a family of three + pug. (Can you tell I'm smiling ear to ear?)

Monday, March 5, 2012

Hiccups & Heartburn

So Lately I've feeling feeling less like myself and more like this:



Although less Blue and more red since I'm hot or flushed most of the time.

I'm feeling puffy and huge. I'm going to the bathroom pretty much everytime I stand up. And brushing my teeth even seems to give me heartburn.

And you know what? I wouldn't trade ANY of it for the world!

Muffin seems to be stretching all the time. I'm not just feeling movement in one spot anymore it seems to be all over the place. And about once every other day she gets the hiccups. They are so stinkin' cute! Of course these hiccups also seem to bring on acid reflux for me, but it's ok.

Our shower is in 3 weeks and my Mom & sister having been awesome at putting it all together. I'm really excited to see everyone, and of course to fawn over all the itsy bitsy clothes Muffin will receive!

In sad news, I think today was the last day to wear my wedding rings. I woke up retaining a ton of water and only got them off with diligence and soap, and couldn't put them back on again. They are on my necklace, but it bums me out. I'm drinking a ton of water to try and help.



29 Weeks

Total Weight Loss/Gain: +31 lbs!!! EEKK!!! I return to work and weighed myself at my Mom's yesterday (which is VERY close to my doctor's scale) and I've seemed to lost a pound and a half, so maybe going back to work was a good thing!

Maternity Clothes: All the time. I just ordered my shower dress and I'm so excited!

Stretch marks: A couple on my breasts, but if that's all I end up with I'll take it!

Sleep: I am getting up to pee 3 times a night so my sleep is pretty broken up.

Movement: Tons and hiccups! Love it all!

Cravings/Aversions: Aversions have made a comeback..certain meat just makes me ill, and for some reason anything sour sounds gross to me, so strange since I love sour.

Gender: a beautiful gorgeous baby GIRL!

Symptoms: BACKACHES!!! Acid reflux, heartburn

What I miss: Jimmy Johns, sushi, a good glass of beer

What I look forward to: Our next ultrasound March 15th

Moods: Pretty good, although the backaches late in the day can make me crabby

Milestones: 3rd TRIMESTER!!

Medical concerns: Subchorionic hematoma, and baby was detached from uterus (she is refused to my uteran wall except where the hematoma still exists) Baby looks very healthy and is currently weighing over 2lbs.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Birth Plan, scmirth plan!

So we have been anticipating our birth plan, and Steve was even getting our "bug-out bag" together (Its what he calls our hospital bag) in case she decided to come early and we needed to be ready on the go. Turns out this baby is going to be as planned as can be. My OB informed me this morning that because of my previous surgery to remove the uteran septum she feels it would be best for us to plan a c-section at 39 weeks. I will be exactly 39 weeks on Mother's Day. I'm hoping for the Monday after, but I guess we'll find out for sure in the next few weeks.

This bums me out to a small degree. I was really looking forward to having the baby placed on my chest directly after birth. I was also looking forward to the labor experience believe it or not. I mean we just bought our birthing ball! (which is doing amazing things for my backache so it's not going anywhere!) I was looking forward to Steve cutting the cord (which I believe he'll still be able to do, just not the initial cut) But such is life and we want whats safest for myself and baby so we will follow doctor's orders.

So here we are 11 weeks away from a BIRTHDAY!!!! HOLY COW!

28 Weeks

Total Weight Loss/Gain: +31 lbs!!! EEKK!!! But since I haven't been able to work she thinks my weight will migrate to the baby with my return to work next week

Maternity Clothes: All the time. (Honestly I love them, the tops are super cute!)

Stretch marks: A couple on my breasts, but if thats all I end up with I'll take it!

Sleep: I am getting up to pee 3 times a night so my sleep is pretty broken up.

Movement: lots! LOVE IT! I can't say how much I love feeling her enough!

Cravings/Aversions: Aversions have made a comeback..certain mean just makes me ill, and for some reason anything sour sounds gross to me, so strange since I love sour.

Gender: a beautiful gorgeous baby GIRL!

Symptoms: BACKACHES!!! Acid reflux, and I feel like my meals sit just under my ribcage

What I miss: Jimmy Johns, sushi, a good glass of beer

What I look forward to: Our next ultrasound March 15th

Moods: Pretty good, although the backaches late in the day can make me crabby

Milestones: 3rd TRIMESTER!!

Medical concerns: Subchorionic hematoma, and baby was detached from uterus (she has now started refused) Baby looks very healthy and is currently weighing over 2lbs.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Home Stretch!

My hopes were so dashed after 7 failed IUI's I remember not even having my hopes up for the 8th one. I didn't even think about it, I just went on with my day like it had already failed.I can't believe how much our lives have changed in just 6 short months! I will never forget the most perfect 2 gorgeous lines I have ever seen! I will always remember telling my amazing husband he was going to be a daddy, and his response half in tears was "I can't believe it! I love you so much!"

This has been such a whirlwind, and now amazingly after medical issues and weeks of bedrest we have made it to the THIRD TRIMESTER!! I am 28 weeks today and I smile everytime I feel her kick. Every backache, every crabby spell (sorry to those who have felt my wrath!), every forgetful moment has all been worth it. In just a few short weeks we will meet our sweet precious girl. I will forever be a mother. A MOMMY! I am so excited.

Here is a belly shot from this morning:


Here she is doing baby acrobatics (second marker 9):
video

My glucose test is Monday morning. I will update with the pregnancy questions after my appointment so I'm more accurate.

Third trimester! WOW! 12 short weeks until she is due!!

PS My toes seem to be missing when I look down!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Her Gorgeous Face


Her gorgeous face! I totally think she resembles her father!!


I think she looks like she's comtemplating, but my sister says she's probably shushing us because she's sleepy!

Today was great. Mini Muffin is weighing in at a whopping 2lbs 4oz and is in the 70th percentile for growth! Her heartrate was 152. Perfectly healthy and not showing any signs of issue with the subchorionic hematoma, which has also gotten smaller!

26 Weeks

Total Weight Loss/Gain: +23lbs, not happy, but Dr. M says I'm perfectly on track, back to the OB in 2 weeks

Maternity Clothes: All the time. (Honestly I love them, the tops are super cute!)

Stretch marks: None from pregnancy

Sleep: Work kicked me back out again, which is affording me the luxury of midafternoon naps (which I have never done!!)

Movement: lots! LOVE IT! I can't say how much I love feeling her enough!

Cravings/Aversions: cookies...I'm baking all the time these days!

Gender: a beautiful gorgeous baby GIRL!

Symptoms: Acid reflux, and I feel like my meals sit just under my ribcage

What I miss: Jimmy Johns, sushi, a good glass of beer

What I look forward to: My next OB appointment in 2 weeks and our baby shower!

Moods: Pretty awesome this week.

Milestones: Almost to the 3rd trimester, WOW!

Medical concerns: Subchorionic hematoma, and baby was detached from uterus (she has now started refused) Baby looks very healthy.

Friday, February 3, 2012

Baby Kicks


24 week belly shot

This sweet little girl has been kicking her Momma like crazy and I gotta say I'm loving it to pieces and pieces. Every kick reassures me she is growing, every movement keeps me aware of this little person inside me. Steve not only can feel her movements, at night when she is especially active he can see it too. So far I can tell she loves music. She goes nuts when I eat fruit. She still doesn't like pizza. And she wont kick for me when I am hungry.

Short movement video. There's a good one right at the beginning. Sorry its so hard to see, she gets camera shy.

video

I went for my 24 week appointment this past Monday. Not thrilled about my weight gain. (up 11lbs which is almost as much as I gained in the entire first half) but thrilled to know she is almost 2lbs, and growing wonderfully. In fact we're both doing so well Dr. M has released me to return to work for the time being. Can't believe I'm actually excited to return to work! Back for another ultrasound on the 13th. It will be our first 3d ultrasound! I'm so excited!!

24-25 weeks

Total Weight Loss/Gain: +23lbs, not happy, but Dr. M says I'm perfectly on track and there's usually a big jump in weight and growth right about now

Maternity Clothes: All the time. (Honestly I love them, the tops are super cute!)

Stretch marks: None from pregnancy

Sleep: Finally started sleeping in just in time for me to return to work. She kicks me awake super early about twice a week

Movement: lots! LOVE IT! I can't say how much I love feeling her enough!

Cravings/Aversions: I have never liked cucumbers, and now I CRAVE them. Other than that my cravings have been fresh fruit and salad..which I guess isn't the worst craving to have :)

Gender: a beautiful gorgeous baby GIRL!

Symptoms: Starting to feel more fatigued, and my bump is getting in my way here and there. (love it!!)

What I miss: Jimmy Johns, sushi, an active social life....WORK, can you believe it!

What I look forward to: Our 3d ultrasound in 10 days

Moods: Pretty awesome this week. Still forgetting EVERYTHING, so I bought a calendar.

Milestones: Viability!! Meaning is she were to come now she has a chance of survival. I can't believe I'm 6 months pregnant! God is so good!

Medical concerns: Subchorionic hematoma, and baby was detached from uterus (she has now started to refuse, thank goodness) Baby looks very healthy.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Nursery Beginnings

We have finally started to prepare for our spring arrival. I was reluctant to begin or purchase anything until we reached the halfway mark because my infertile heart is still healing. But since we are one precious week away from viability it is time. I gotta say this modified bedrest thing is REALLY limiting. I have this incredible urge to nest, yet I can't do anything about. So irritating.


Isn't he sexy painting our daughter's room!



Me faking it! I wanted at least one picture of me helping, even if it is posed.



In other news we got to see our little muffin again on Tuesday. She is perfect and gorgeous and getting so BIG! The ultrasound tech estimated her weight to be 1lb3oz already (at 22w2d). She is still measuring ahead which is wonderful considering the hematoma is still there and only a smidge smaller. She seems to be refused to my uteran wall, mostly, which is awesome. Her amniotic fluid was also good. I go back in 4 weeks to check on her again, and this time Eileen said we can do a 3D ultrasound! I'm wondering if it can be recorded since Steve can't go next time.


Baby at 22w2days! I am so in love!


The cutest little foot!

23 weeks

Total Weight Loss/Gain: +12lbs, although I think we had a "growth spurt" this week so my weight could be a little more

Maternity Clothes: All the time. Although since I'm still on modified bedrest I'm still usually in jammie pants

Stretch marks: None from pregnancy

Sleep: more energy, but I can't do anything with it.

Movement: lots! Muffin kept me up til 4am last night! I think she was throwing a party in there!

Cravings/Aversions: I have never liked cucumbers, and now I CRAVE them. Other than that my cravings have been fresh fruit and salad..which I guess isn't the worst craving to have :)

Gender: a beautiful gorgeous baby GIRL!

Symptoms: Starting to feel more fatigued, and my bump is getting in my way here and there. (love it!!)

What I miss: Jimmy Johns, sushi, an active social life....WORK, can you believe it!

What I look forward to: Viability, which is only 7 little days away!

Moods: Generally good, although bedrest can get a girl down. And I've been forgetting EVERYTHING.

Milestones: Haven't had any bleeding or spotting since 2 days before Christmas (knock on wood!)

Medical concerns: Subchorionic hematoma, and baby was detached from uterus (she has now started to refuse, thank goodness) Baby looks very healthy.